"I could've ruined it, I'm such a twat"
Swiss has nailed it.
I've over-reacted & I'm sorry.
I just feel so fucking angry today & it's making me more angry that I don't know why.
I would delete the last post but there's a first time commenter on there so I can't.
I don't have an outlet for my anger. I have nobody to shout at, nobody to have a big fight with.
It's weirdly frustrating. By my very nature, I try extremely hard not to upset anyone. This means I have lots of people who like me & few that don't. I can't just go flying off at the people who like me because they may not like me anymore if I did.
What's a fella to do? It's not like it's a common or recurring problem. Anger & rage are about as familiar to me as having sex.
I'm sorry for any upset caused. You are all my friends & you all have lots of credit in bank of Flash.
I've over-reacted & I'm sorry.
I just feel so fucking angry today & it's making me more angry that I don't know why.
I would delete the last post but there's a first time commenter on there so I can't.
I don't have an outlet for my anger. I have nobody to shout at, nobody to have a big fight with.
It's weirdly frustrating. By my very nature, I try extremely hard not to upset anyone. This means I have lots of people who like me & few that don't. I can't just go flying off at the people who like me because they may not like me anymore if I did.
What's a fella to do? It's not like it's a common or recurring problem. Anger & rage are about as familiar to me as having sex.
I'm sorry for any upset caused. You are all my friends & you all have lots of credit in bank of Flash.
And that's what Flash thinks today @ 21:54
9 Comments:
At 10:05 pm,
Charby said…
Man, you really were stressed weren't you?!
I suggest the cure to all the world's problems and get yourself some ice-cream.
At 10:57 pm,
Anonymous said…
it's your birthday? happy birthday fella.
p.s. mark on someone elses computer, hence not logged in.
At 11:27 pm,
Anonymous said…
As he spoke the words that tore like daggers through her heart. He knew that it was to late to take them back and it was this, not her reply, that brought the tears to his eyes.
I have no Idea how that is relevant to your post but what the heck...
At 12:18 am,
swisslet said…
it was said with love mate.
bollocks to the ice-cream. roll yourself a nice one, pop on something mellow (not maudlin) and thing about nice things.
No harm done, we knew what you meant and we all still love you.
ST
At 8:36 am,
JonnyB said…
Oh... er... happy birthday...
At 2:52 pm,
Dzesika said…
iPod as item of musical salvation: very good.
getting shitfaced as item of personal salvation: occasionally good.
screaming at people as item of catharsis: not good, but occasionally necessary.
sounds like you've got your head on your shoulders to me! :)
At 3:22 pm,
LB said…
f*cking hell, it's all kicked off over here, hasn't it?
1. I said "happy birthday" to the boy.
2. I do recall it was me who raised DOJ's profile by mentioning how much the 80s related pop band names were bing missed.
So at the risk of getting on a very defensive high horse, i think you should bloody well chill and stop having a pop at us cos we love you you daft bloody imbecile and clearly didnt mean anything negative and if you werent so damn nice i'd come over there and plant one on you, you moaning bleeding idiot.
and....relax.
At 3:35 pm,
Hyde said…
Flash, I also have major problems expressing anger, as you know, and it always gets me into trouble by turning into self-destruction. It has to come out sooner or later. When I was taking that boxing class it really helped. Maybe something like that--something really physical would be good. It might also help with the lack of sex thing. Just a thought. Your readers love you. I don't think one grumpy day is going to turn anyone away!
At 6:12 pm,
HistoryGeek said…
Happy (way belated) Birthday, sweet superhero.
Damn! I wish I hadn't missed it.
As for being angry and not knowing what to do about it...I've always dreamed of installing one of those huge boxing bags sheerly for the pleasure of being able to throw whole body punches at something, and thereby reducing the chances of injuring an innocent civilian.
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