"I can't explain"

Odd weekend.
As a father it's been wonderful. The Boy had a smashing birthday & it fills me with joy to see him so happy. Away from that though it's been a pisser & I've felt pretty down the last 2 days. Can't put my finger on why. Maybe it's the low keyness of it all after last weekend, maybe it's not getting my weekly Dream Girl fix, maybe it's being skint again.